Pedro (Hauchuma) (San Pedro) cactus from Peru is a psychoactive cactus containing mescaline very similar to Peyote but much more sustainable and abundant.  I’ll share my story of walking with Pedro and what an experience with mescaline could be like.  I was first introduced to Hauchuma from my ex (lover/friend Capricorn in my bad... Continue Reading →

I had been developing a deeper relationship with the wizard (what I call mushrooms) and was starting to navigate and understand the mushroom world really well. I think I had done 40 maybe 50 ceremonies at this point and never experienced a bad trip until this happened. Even though Im calling it a "bad trip"... Continue Reading →

It was new Moon Solar Eclipse, Christmas day 2019 I wanted to do a ceremony for the New Moon and Solar Eclipse, the ceremonies I usually do on New moons are based around setting intentions and writing frames. This particular new moon was special because it was the last moon of the year and the... Continue Reading →

I never experienced the death of a close person until recently when I lost my best friend who also happened to be my legal husband on papers. We were soul mates, friends, business partners, previous lovers, family, he was my everything he was my most special person and we comforted each other every day through... Continue Reading →

It’s the new moon, the sky is pitch black and an eery silence pierces the air. Tonight is the night the universe unfolds for us the opportunity  to mine in our own moon cave. In the darkness we can find our shadows and things that have been hiding for a long long time. Go investigate... Continue Reading →

Here is what I have come to understand about our ancestors and the importance of the connection we have with them so far. I will be on this journey of learning but these are my recent discoveries. In a recent mushroom ceremony I had,  the stars turned into people and all my ancestors appeared from... Continue Reading →

It’s so interesting how we fall in love, why we are attracted to certain people,  to certain smells, to certain traits. Its no coincidence just as everything is in the universe. Theres so much happening behind the scenes and on a sub conscious level that if we pay attention we can learn so much.  I... Continue Reading →

This Full Moon marks the end of Eclipse season until Winter Solstice. It’s been an intense year with all these powerful eclipses forcing us to deal and look at the things that have been hiding in the dark.  Fulls moons are always about releasing, shedding and letting things go but when they are accompanied by... Continue Reading →

All of our ancestors have been working with plant medicines probably since the dawn of time. It’s found all throughout history dating back to 9000 BCE.  Before all this modern day craziness of technology, disconnection and numbness we lived in tribes, we had rights of passages and we had elders. The elders, shamans and medicine... Continue Reading →

I noticed a pattern in my documentation and journaling about my Karma. The pattern was that it seems whenever I experienced a trauma, meaning something negative that happened, something jolting, something really uncomfortable… it was directly followed by a Karma ( a lesson) and through that Karma I could choose to have an "awakening" (the... Continue Reading →